Reflections in the Dark http://gardoni.wordpress.com Just another dark journal Mon, 05 Oct 2009 06:16:39 +0000 http://wordpress.com/ en hourly 1 http://www.gravatar.com/blavatar/e6a6993a934972a2847b89d61a842158?s=96&d=http://s.wordpress.com/i/buttonw-com.png Reflections in the Dark http://gardoni.wordpress.com Episode 33: Changes http://gardoni.wordpress.com/2009/10/05/episode-33-changes/ http://gardoni.wordpress.com/2009/10/05/episode-33-changes/#comments Mon, 05 Oct 2009 06:16:39 +0000 gardoni http://gardoni.wordpress.com/?p=215 ]]>

Things change.

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Impossible loves.

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It was a mistake.

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She waited by the bar…

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She doesn’t want to help me fix it…

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We all get old…

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So lost…

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Does anyone ever get a second chance?

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I was never part of her plans…

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Parties.

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Never a waste of time…

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Some summer thoughts

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We all need a love that’s gonna last…

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Was it really so fragile?

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All I want is another movie screen…

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Memories can be so painful…

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All these messages of love…

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Is it true that love is just smoke and mirrors?

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Too many questions, not enough answers…

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Will Saturdays ever look good again?

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Hotels, planes and sleepless nights

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No more rationalizations

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Can an album remind you of someone you once knew?

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Dissapointed with the movie Control

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Many thanks to Kevin and Noah!

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It’s so sad to say goodbye…

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Alle talks about pop music!

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Just another sad Sunday…

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I can’t understand why people hate Morrissey…

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Dance!!!

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2009!!!

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Those were the good times. The salad days, as they say… I miss them. And the music we used to listen to.

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Pretty dark no?

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And yes, this year’s Halloween proved to be the darkest one yet.  While some of us mourn a great loss, others choose to party…

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He looked over at her while her head rested on the pillow. It was still dark out, it was morning already, but it was still dark. He thought to himself “This is her, this is the woman I love, I’ve always loved”. She looked beautiful, even in her sleep she looked so beautiful. A tear. He never thought that she would try to hurt him. Then he remembered that this wasn’t the first time he had been wrong. He rested his head on the pillow next to hers. It was dark out, it was morning already, but it was still dark.

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you’ve been tearing out your hair
and I’ve been drinking
listening to music in the dark…

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Today is Godshots!  The weekly coffee-drinking meet-up with Yoshi.  Well, we do more than drink coffee, we talk.  I think that with work and stuff, we have such little time to see our friends during the week that having an excuse to do so during the weekend is necessary. I am looking forward to this outing in particular though.  Yoshi just got a new machine not long ago, and I am anxious to see how he has progressed in his technique.  He was saying over the phone that the shots he was pulling were a little too blonde, that they needed to be darker…

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Yes.  This is, in fact, just another dark journal.  These are dark times and I think this blog will try to reflect that. I am a dark person.  Darkness inhabits my very core.  I will try to find the light through this journal, but it’s unlikely that I will.  Ok. More darkness tomorrow.

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